*75*...27th Ramadhan...

Salam. Alhamdulilah now sudah 27th Ramadhan.. so tinggal berapa hari saja Ramadhan will go.. sighs.. Hoping Ramadhan sepanjang tahun.. ketenangan and kedamaian sangat terasa.. but wat to do life goes on! Syawal coming. erm let see.. Last year.. my 27th Ramadhan also d hospital jaga my beloved 1.. n Today 27th Ramadhan pun im d hospital jaga my beloved1. but different room. Alhamdulilah Rezeki yg tak terhingga dapat jaga my mum. Alhamdulilah. Sepanjang bulan ramadhan this yr. byk benda yg happen.. dugaan n cubaan yg mencabar kesabaran. but Alhamdulilah so far still can dapat lalui walaupun not easy.... my beloved 1 start check in the 4th days of ramadhan this year... soo dats mean.. bout 3 weeks sudah d sini. Byk pengalaman n benda yg baru Im learn sepanjang ani... alots! Erti pengorbanan. Kesabaran. Loving. Relationship. Family. Its soo beautiful and peaceful... hope all this beterusan til bila2.. AMIN.

Last few days.. the doctor gtau result scan my beloved 1.. soooo kejut.. mula2 nda kan caya but wat eva it is.. ALLAH maha berkuasa! n tiada yg mustahil baginya. IF ia kan ilang dats sakit.. dengan mudah saja ia ilang. YAKIN USAHA DAN TAWAKAL. Ya Allah.. hilangkan penyakit my beloved1...*tears..* dan berikanlah hamba mu ini ketabahan dan kekuatan yang beterusan.. AMIN... :'( :'( Mudahan dengan rahmat dan berkat ramadhan semua doa d makbul kan semua hajat tercapai.. Amin.. Raya preparation?? ermm.. did mutung baju raya.. but not sure if we will raya'ing at home. may be we'll raya'ing here at hsptl this year.. tukar mood n suasana raya this year :) *nyaman kan ati* walaupun im really hoping n wishin we can beraya at home... n I can cook for pagi raya... Insyallah..

p/s Im still miss Astro ehehe